The world is tough. And one day you’re gonna have to rely on yourself to get by. Yes, there will be help available, but soon it will be no ones responsibility to look after you, no one will obliged to make sure your doing okay. It’s harsh, but that’s reality. Soon you’re going to have to realise your mentality is not productive, and you’re actually making things worst for yourself. Acting the way you act is kinda, well, pathetic. It’s time to grow up. Keep looking for issues within yourself and soon you’ll no longer see everything you’ve actually got, you will find it hard to grateful for you circumstances. I’m not denying they are there, but looking for something to add to the list is not doing you any favours.It’s nobody else’s problem, and no ones fault either. Self pity is not productive. It’s not wrong, but in the long run, you’ll not be helping yourself. Look inside yourself, you’ve got all the tools to be great, you’re very lucky, many people don’t get half the chances you will. But you’ve got to grab then. You’ve got to buck up and fight. You. No one else is doing this for you.